i hope this reaches you in good health and emaan. I have this problem that i'm still unable to find a fixed solution for myself. Normally when i listen to lectures about the benefit of sadaaqah i feel really low and i make a promise to myself that i will participate in giving sadaaqah. However it seems to me that i make these promise when i have nothing at that present moment, i say things like inshallah when i get paid i will give this amount of money fiisabiililallah. But once i get my money all of these other problems open from nowhere and by the time i realise i have no money left i make the same promise feeling gulity, yet i'm still unable to give the amount i desire in the first place. I hate feeling like this speacially when Allah gives you back double of what you give in sadaaqah, either in this world or the hereafter.
