Thanks for the warm welcome.
Well, I met a woman, we get on perfectly and we like each other so much, the only problem was that she is a Muslim and I am not and that she wanted someone who would help her be a better Muslim, I saw this as a barrier between us for a while but then after having a random conversation with a friend of mine at work, I now see this as a eye opening experience and a sign on how to have a better life, ever since I said I will become a Muslim, my life has been perfect, I have not even been upset or annoyed at all for a long time, I was taking anti depression pills but stopped the day I found Islam in me, I know for a fact that I should of went on a down, it is not adviced ever to just stop taking pills like that but there has been no bad effect, this is a another sign to me that I am doing the right thing.
Everyone is going so well since I had this thought/feeling in me after seeing this all as a sign to become Islamic, my family is against this completely though and I live in a very small minded area, but I do not get upset or angry with anyone for agaisnt my choice to become Islamic.
Sadly, it has been a struggle to find any sort of help with becoming Islamic such as finding a mesjed that is Sunni in England, Bristol has been a impossible task for me, I would really like to find and make some Muslim friends in the local area.
I am not very good with explaining things, so if any questions or anything I said that doesn't make sense, please just say.
Shukran