Well, To be honest I've been thinking of ''reverting'' I agree with the religion of Islam, and I have offered dua to Allah. And to be really honest, I have said my shahada in privacy last night. However..Since I did so I awoke for fujr and doing wudu was difficult and I completely messed up salat. I am staying with my girlfriend whom we have a child together, but we are not married. And I am addicted to tobacco, But I heard it was haram. I don't know arabic very well, and since I tried to do salat I failed miserably. And at worse..there is no masjeed here where I am at, and no muslim around me. Not in probably 50 miles. No transportation. I am very new to Islam. But I did give up on the salat. But I know it is the truth, and it is my first day since my shahada. I'm very embarrassed.:exhaustedimsad