hii all.... been a lurker here for ages, reading posts and stuff.... so i decided to join...
ok...im from Bahrain, 26, m... and i am a muslim since birth with a weak iman, i believe in Allah, but.... i dont pray, i dont fast, i drink once in a blue moon, and i smoke weed....
well, ive said the bad stuff i do which is not allowed in islam ( Weed too? ), but i know im a nice guy with a big heart to help ppl from around the world, i never ever harmed anyone in my life, im always nice... but im always confused about islam, i so many times dont believe sum stuff in islam, too much to list, but u will understand when i answer sum posts, im saying this now so most of u who read this can understand that this is my opinion, i know most of u will be really mad and angry about what i'll say in my posts.....but please dont get me wrong, cuz i never focused and learnt about Islam that much, even in school i had no interest ( ista'3forAllah ), its just that i cant focus right ( thats before smoking weed ), i have this weakness of focusing, which is ADD - ADHD or whatever its called...
well there is soo much more to say here...but i guess this is enough for now, so most of u dont hate me...
im glad to be a member here, i couldve been a member in other islamic forums, but i find this one to have more open minded users online than others.... thnx for reading and i hope u understand the situation im in
ok...im from Bahrain, 26, m... and i am a muslim since birth with a weak iman, i believe in Allah, but.... i dont pray, i dont fast, i drink once in a blue moon, and i smoke weed....
well, ive said the bad stuff i do which is not allowed in islam ( Weed too? ), but i know im a nice guy with a big heart to help ppl from around the world, i never ever harmed anyone in my life, im always nice... but im always confused about islam, i so many times dont believe sum stuff in islam, too much to list, but u will understand when i answer sum posts, im saying this now so most of u who read this can understand that this is my opinion, i know most of u will be really mad and angry about what i'll say in my posts.....but please dont get me wrong, cuz i never focused and learnt about Islam that much, even in school i had no interest ( ista'3forAllah ), its just that i cant focus right ( thats before smoking weed ), i have this weakness of focusing, which is ADD - ADHD or whatever its called...
well there is soo much more to say here...but i guess this is enough for now, so most of u dont hate me...
im glad to be a member here, i couldve been a member in other islamic forums, but i find this one to have more open minded users online than others.... thnx for reading and i hope u understand the situation im in
