glitterprincess
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I might have asked something close to this before so i hope you forgive me but i repented recently from horrible sins that i still occasionally do but try to get away from as much as i can but iman is not the same i cant cry anymore while praying and praying doesnt feel as good as it used to it just feels like a thing i have to get done so i can move on and i thought i was something about me not remembering allah as much but i almost never forget him i try to do at least the simplest of zikr and recite quran here and there and read at least surat al rahman i usually pray my normal prayers and sometimes add a couple rak'at if i feel like i need to get closer but it doesn't seem to help much my iman in total isn't doing too good maybe i am expecting too much at little time but i just want to return to allah and i don't know how to get close i know i am not doing anything special but i am trying if i didn't know allah loves all his slaves and forgives them and how amazing he is i would have given up should i just be patient and wait or is it a problem of me not remembering him enough and that i should remember him more even though i remember him more or atleast as much as i used too before i did all these horrible thing maybe i am just being impatient or didn't he Accept my repentance i mean it wasn't special if someone could tell me where am i lacking and how to get back to the iman i used to have and fearing him and loving him like i used to do and with my iman my happiness is doing horrible too and i am making people sad i am just a failure
I am sorry if i annoyed anyone i have been asking alot these days but i am just so sad and i hope allah reward you for having to put up with my annoying questions
I am sorry if i annoyed anyone i have been asking alot these days but i am just so sad and i hope allah reward you for having to put up with my annoying questions