serena77, advice is usually the thing people seek when they already very well know in their heart of hearts what it is they need or want to do, and either don't want to face up to it for fear of negative consequences or implications, or seek outside confirmation about it to make themselves feel better. Are you certain you're not on here for one of those reasons?
If there is any specific matter of faith you have trouble intellectually accepting, I'm here for you.
If there is any specific matter of faith you have trouble intellectually accepting, I'm here for you.