Assalamu alaikum,
I am a muslim. I have two questions for you guys. I think both questions are interconnected to each other.
1. In my case, I experience waswas most of the time. its intensity is low if i am not doing good things. But if i stand up for pray or do dhikr, i experience bad thoughts (which i think is not really thoughts). So, i am afraid to think of the meaning of the prayers that i do in my salah, because if i do, there would be bad thoughts as a by product
. I know many good muslims experience waswas or whispers. I want to know how you tackled them.
2. This question is related to the first one. In the good times when i have some faith, the whispers or bad thoughts stop for some time. But after some time, the bad thoughts gradually comes to my mind. As a result, my faith also gradually decreases. Does anyone have the same experience? How you prevent your imaan being decreasing?
Sorry for the bad english.
I am a muslim. I have two questions for you guys. I think both questions are interconnected to each other.
1. In my case, I experience waswas most of the time. its intensity is low if i am not doing good things. But if i stand up for pray or do dhikr, i experience bad thoughts (which i think is not really thoughts). So, i am afraid to think of the meaning of the prayers that i do in my salah, because if i do, there would be bad thoughts as a by product

2. This question is related to the first one. In the good times when i have some faith, the whispers or bad thoughts stop for some time. But after some time, the bad thoughts gradually comes to my mind. As a result, my faith also gradually decreases. Does anyone have the same experience? How you prevent your imaan being decreasing?
Sorry for the bad english.