I aM nOThInG!!

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salam.

I'm stuck in hopelessness,
and misery,
cutting my wrist,
and showing how I really feel,
and how I could be,
locking up all the darkness that's inside,
being fun of the way I am,
and trying to let your friends know,
but they don't understand,
taking a pin and stabbing it on your wrist,
makes you feel like nothing,
and truly you don't exist,
I'm a ghost a wind a beast,
a loner,
I'm nothing... :( :( :'( :'(
w.salam!
 
Sis I hope this isnt a reflection of how u feelin ryt now
 
I think Kittygyal needs our thoughts and prayers right now.
 
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sis cutting your rists isnt the answer to anything, sis you need help cum to the sisters section talk to us :) we'll be happy to help...

ma'salamah
 
Ohhh mannn sorry to hear about your mother and your wheelchair, May Alah help you through your troublesand bring you happiness. JUst remember hardships are blessing in disguise, keep your head up.
 
As salaamu alaykum,

Sis, I hope you do feel better inshaAllah, see this as a test from Allah subhaanahuu wa ta3aalaa!! :)
remember that paradise is surrounded by hardships and that jannah's surrounded by desires..
I'm sorry to hear about your mum, I also have a parent that's passsed away wallahul musta3aan...Kullu nafisn dhaa'iqatul mawt..every soul shall taste death..
but cutting wrists and all, is not a way out of your situation... I hope that it don't come to that inshaAllah..

May Allah cure you InshaAllah, and relieve you from your sorrows!!
 
Inna lillahi wa inna illahi rajoon.

I am very sorry to hear that about your mother and pray that Allah (swt) will forgive her sins and be merciful. Aameen.

Allah (swt) will help you sister. Why so depressed, when the Almighty always is there by your side? Yeah, you're in a wheelchair, but think about those who have it worse... Much worse.
You are alive, alhamdulillah, and surely this is a good time for you to reflect your life and think of improvments you can do now and then when you inshallah don't need the wheelchair anymore. Just think positive, fight against the misery and by the will of Allah (swt) you will succeed. :wub:
At these kind of moments, you have to just smile and think of our Lord and show your love towards Him by staying focused, pious and positive towards life. There is plenty of time to be dead, so do the best you can of life, while alive. :)

You are in my duas, my sister. :rose: :loving: :rose:

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no one knows how i feel i don't have a dad nor a mam!, i have been hurt alot my life is ruined i need support i am in a wheelchair and i just wana die and be with me mam!!! :'(
 
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no one knows how i feel i don't have a dad nor a mam!, i have been hurt alot my life is ruined i need support i am in a wheelchair and i just wana die and be with me mam!!! :'(
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Just remember your sins are being reduced for this Insha'allah. And remember Allah for he alone can guide you through the tough time Insha'allah


Do the agonies of death reduce a person’s sins? Does sickness reduce a person’s sins? Please advise us.

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Praise be to Allaah.

Yes, everything of sickness, difficulty, worry or distress that befalls a person, even the prick of a thorn, is an expiation for his sins. Then if he bears it patiently and seeks reward for that with Allaah, as well as the expiation of his sins he will be rewarded for the patience with which he bears the calamity that has befallen him. It makes no difference whether that is at the time of death or before. Calamities are expiation of sin for the believer. The proof of that is the verse (interpretation of the meaning):

“And whatever of misfortune befalls you, it is because of what your hands have earned. And He pardons much”

[al-Shoora 42:30]

Since that is because of what our hands have earned, this indicates that it is an expiation for the things we have done. The Prophet SAWS (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said that no worry, distress or hurt befalls the Muslim, not even a thorn that pricks him, but Allaah will expiate his sins thereby.
 
No offense to those who have posted, but just asking her to be religious is not going to help her deep depression...unless you have gone through a deep depression like she has, it is really hard for you to give advice that will help.
 
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Sister, please, get a grip! Allah (swt) is always with you and if anyone knows how you feel, it's Allah (swt)!
I didn't know you don't have a Dad either, I'm very sorry, but do you have any other relatives? Who could support you now? Be always aware that things will get better, if you only give them time to do so!
Don't be so sad, sis, Allah (swt) hasn't forgotten you, don't push Allah (swt) away:cry: You must remember He is always there for you... :cry:
 
The best thing for our sister right now is to a. have any friends/relatives around her 24/7 and seek therapy ASAP or b. go to the hospital right NOW.
 
The best thing for our sister right now is to a. have any friends/relatives around her 24/7 and seek therapy ASAp or b. go to the hospital right NOW.
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Inshallah she will do that...
 
how can i get a grip when my own aunt killed her self yesaday and i can't go to her funeral in US no one is letting me to go! :cry:
 
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how can i get a grip when my own aunt killed her self yesaday and i can't go to her funeral in US no one is letting me to go! :cry:
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Omg, inna lillahi wa inna illahi rajoon...
O my, that must be terrible!! Did you know her very well sis? Were you very close? I am so sorry for our loss...
I don't want to sound too curious, but was your aunt a Muslim too?
I am not sure, but I think you've said you are a revert (Alhamdulillah), but has anyone else you know or are related to reverted to Islam too?

I don't even know what to say... I wonder what reasons your aunt had to commit suicide... I am so sorry if I sound rude, but I always want to know the reasons that are known for someone's death and so on... only Allah (swt) knows when and why someone will die... This must be so hard for you... May Allah (swt) give you strength sis... :cry:

You are in my duas!!!!! :love:
 
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Omg, inna lillahi wa inna illahi rajoon...
O my, that must be terrible!! Did you know her very well sis? Were you very close? I am so sorry for our loss...
I don't want to sound too curious, but was your aunt a Muslim too?
I am not sure, but I think you've said you are a revert (Alhamdulillah), but has anyone else you know or are related to reverted to Islam too?

I don't even know what to say... I wonder what reasons your aunt had to commit suicide... I am so sorry if I sound rude, but I always want to know the reasons that are known for someone's death and so on... only Allah (swt) knows when and why someone will die... This must be so hard for you... May Allah (swt) give you strength sis... :cry:

You are in my duas!!!!! :love:
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yes i knew her very well she was my mam's sister my AUNT!! :'(, no she was not a muslim she was a christain. nope none of my relatives have reverted!. me aunt motherinlaw and husband was treatig her very bad so she killed her self she was 4 months pergnant aswel, her motherinlaw used to tell her to do work and treat her like as if she was a dog!! :heated: :cry:, i really loved my aunt cause when i had the loss of my mam she comfort me when i went to US cause my mam died in US, she has left her 2 kids behind !! :(, i really wana go to see her funeral but no one is letting me to go!! :cry: i hate being in a wheelchair and on machines i hate my self!! :( i wana die!!!
 
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