I chose dunya over deen

[idkkk]

I stop thinking about God daily, i feel disconnected from religion and have desire to do haram.
The people around me are pushing me further and further away from islam but i have no option but to change myself and i cant change those around me bc its work related and i have to be around my colleagues.
I still pray 5 times day but i don’t concentrate and think about worldly life worries while i pray.
What shpuld i do ? I make dua but nothing changing

 

[Marwan-Maroc]

God is the Most Great, God is the Most Great, La illaha ila Allah, I testify that there is no god but God, La illlaaaaha illaaa ALLAAAAAH, I testify that there is noooo god but GOOOOOD, none has the right to be worshipped or praised except God, God is the King and Protector and Lord and Light and Ruler and Controller and Creator of the heavens and the eearth and everything in them!—————-This world is nothing compared to God, what God has to offer, nor will this world give you a good after-life, in fact, those fools who choose this world, and who don’t believe in the next life, those disbelievers and will taste the hellfire.Think about that before you choose world over faith/religion (may God forgive your repentance).Continue to pray, God Hears and Answers the believers’s prayers (CERTAINLY), but you need to be sincere, you have to BEG God to answer you.This world and everything in it is nothing. It has NOTHING TO OFFER.God is the Best possible thing to know, and what He offers (by His Grace), what He has to give, is like nothing else.May God be with you.

 

[idkkk]

God is the Most Great, God is the Most Great, La illaha ila Allah, I testify that there is no god but God, La illlaaaaha illaaa ALLAAAAAH, I testify that there is noooo god but GOOOOOD, none has the right to be worshipped or praised except God, God is the King and Protector and Lord and Light and Ruler and Controller and Creator of the heavens and the eearth and everything in them!—————-This world is nothing compared to God, what God has to offer, nor will this world give you a good after-life, in fact, those fools who choose this world, and who don’t believe in the next life, those disbelievers and will taste the hellfire.Think about that before you choose world over faith/religion (may God forgive your repentance).Continue to pray, God Hears and Answers the believers’s prayers (CERTAINLY), but you need to be sincere, you have to BEG God to answer you.This world and everything in it is nothing. It has NOTHING TO OFFER.God is the Best possible thing to know, and what He offers (by His Grace), what He has to give, is like nothing else.May God be with you.

Thank you for this. I hear your imaan in your words. But i feel far from them myself in a sense that i dont feel as strong imaan as you. I am the type of person to read this text and never think about it again.
How can i keep God in my heart at all times?
How can i constantly thank and think of him in my daily life when im not praying one of my five prayers? How can i truly truly and viscerally feel the omnipotence and importance of God and islam?