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yeah, I am scared of the fact that I dont fear death. I dont feel like death is any problem to me. I have a feeling inside my heart that I am ready to die, or that I am ready to meet Allah....but I feel this is the Shaitan Whispering to me, because the true muslim have to fear the death in order to be prepared very well to it.
I am not saying that I am a perfect Muslimah. But I am doing the basic things in a proper way as I am seeing it. pray all my prayers and even the Sunnah, pray also before I go to bed as nafel. Read the quran regulary and currently memorizing it. wear my hijab very properly and cover everything. Trying very hard to stop listening to music and I am close to stop them permanently. Planning to fast days 13,14,15 from each month like the Sunnah
But still, I feel that its the Shaitan Whispering who made me feel that I am okay with all of that. This is a serious matter to me, I fear that will make me weaker in the future and start in make me slowly abandon what I used to do now
I dont wanna be an arrogant happy with I am doing currently or an ignorant that think that she is doing fine with what she has now
I know that its Shaitan who want me to be satisfied with what I am doing now. When people talk about death I dont feel any fear in my heart....I dont wanna be like that...some people start crying when they heard about the torturing of death, but I dont feel like anything.....I dont know why my heart is so hard that it hardly effected by those inspired things that make the others cry
What I can do to defeat Shaitan?
I am not saying that I am a perfect Muslimah. But I am doing the basic things in a proper way as I am seeing it. pray all my prayers and even the Sunnah, pray also before I go to bed as nafel. Read the quran regulary and currently memorizing it. wear my hijab very properly and cover everything. Trying very hard to stop listening to music and I am close to stop them permanently. Planning to fast days 13,14,15 from each month like the Sunnah
But still, I feel that its the Shaitan Whispering who made me feel that I am okay with all of that. This is a serious matter to me, I fear that will make me weaker in the future and start in make me slowly abandon what I used to do now
I dont wanna be an arrogant happy with I am doing currently or an ignorant that think that she is doing fine with what she has now
I know that its Shaitan who want me to be satisfied with what I am doing now. When people talk about death I dont feel any fear in my heart....I dont wanna be like that...some people start crying when they heard about the torturing of death, but I dont feel like anything.....I dont know why my heart is so hard that it hardly effected by those inspired things that make the others cry

What I can do to defeat Shaitan?