I GIVE UP!!!

When people bark, I see dogs.

Don't let words of another affect you, their frustrations are obvious - why make them your own?

Keep ya chin up.

Scimi
 
jameelash said:
U say u had been to many doctors.nd no oneseem to diagnise..i feel this may psychological problem which can be easily cured if shown to a proper psychiatricdoctor.i no some who suffer from imagination ailments nd pains. but with proper
psychlogical treatment living better life..try to get a honest doc nd give a try.may Allah ease your difficulties.Aameen.
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How could I imagine my pain what the heck! Sciatic nerve pain and all the other pains i am suffering from are real things so you can not tell me I'm imagining it!
 
Little_Lion said:
*nods sadly* You are correct, we will never really understand what you are going through since we are not you, and we are not there. All we can do is be here for you, and I hope that the support of the community is at least helping you feel a little better. :)

Have you tried using a body pillow to take the pressure off your spine? After I had my daughter I had bad back pains for a while and leaning on one while sleeping helped immensely.
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When going to bed I put a pillow between my legs and one on my side and I found that it really helps but I can't always be doing that. I heard there's an enjucation you can get that can ease the pain so I'm gonna talk to my doctor about that.
 
greenhill said:
Sibling rivalry, jibes and from just knowing you so well can be the most cruel of all people.

You said the right word. "Tired". More than exasperated. Past being at your wits' end. What else? You lose hope and give up.

After 8 years you have finally 'had' it with life!

Somehow, it is similar to me like those wanting to leave islam on count of others...

It is your life. Take hold of it. AllahuAkhbar.


:peace:
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Huh? Why would I want to leave islam? I have always been tired of all this but things kept getting worse and worse so yes I have had enough!
 
mission2succeed said:
:salam:

Just remember sister Allah Subhana wa talah never burdens a soul beyond their capacity.

This life is nothing compared to the next.

Allah Subhana wa talah tests the believer to see if they will turn to him in difficult times.

If you commit suicide you will be in hell forever killing yourself the sameway.

I advise you too perform wudu and two pray salah to calm you down and read the quran.

If your sister is causing you grieve than keep away from her until you are strong enough to handle her.

Remember the shaitaan is trying to divide you all and cause friction. You need to fight him and not let it get to you.

If you are struggling with your situation and you feel you cannot handle it alone than turn to someone practicing and seek advice.

May Allah make your matters easy it really saddens me that you openly lay out your problem in front of everyone with such negativity.

May Allah help you to see light at the end of the dark tunnel and make you realise the next life is the most important and not this one.
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It saddends you i came here for help? What do you want me to do keep all this bottled in? I came her for advice and dua!
 
Honestly, the cure is with Qur'aan.

Try to explain your problems here..... maybe we call help, In shaa' Allah.

And Allah :swt: knows best.
 
Serinity said:
Honestly, the cure is with Qur'aan.

Try to explain your problems here..... maybe we call help, In shaa' Allah.

And Allah :swt: knows best.
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Yes i belive the quran is a shifa and i ask Allah to cure me with it. I'm going back to the raqi but the only problem is he charges $45 for one hour session. There's another brother in Missisuaga who also does ruqya but he does jinn catching which I heard is haram.
 
Dreamchaser said:
Yes i belive the quran is a shifa and i ask Allah to cure me with it. I'm going back to the raqi but the only problem is he charges $45 for one hour session. There's another brother in Missisuaga who also does ruqya but he does jinn catching which I heard is haram.
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may Allah protect you from deception when seeking out ruqyah. Ameen.

I need cure too. I have OCD.
 
Serinity said:
may Allah protect you from deception when seeking out ruqyah. Ameen.

I need cure too. I have OCD.
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Insha'allah reading the Quran will help you with OCD. Start off small read a little everyday until you get used to reading it more often. I recommend reading surah falaq and naas with the intention of Allah helping you control your OCD insha'allah.
 
Dreamchaser said:
Yes i belive the quran is a shifa and i ask Allah to cure me with it. I'm going back to the raqi but the only problem is he charges $45 for one hour session. There's another brother in Missisuaga who also does ruqya but he does jinn catching which I heard is haram.
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Yes you are right jin catching is not allowed. The raqi you go to have they given you a programme to follow?
 
mission2succeed said:
Yes you are right jin catching is not allowed. The raqi you go to have they given you a programme to follow?
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I was told to to do my morning and evening athakars. drink senna leaves mixed with Quran water and every magrib bathe in ruqya water. Read ayatul kursi, falaq, nas, ikhlas, and the ayats of sihr on myslef for 1 hour which I can't do anymore because of my back. I'm gonna go to the raqi until I can do it myself because that will weaken the sihr. Inshallah Allah cures me.
 
Dreamchaser said:
I was told to to do my morning and evening athakars. drink senna leaves mixed with Quran water and every magrib bathe in ruqya water. Read ayatul kursi, falaq, nas, ikhlas, and the ayats of sihr on myslef for 1 hour which I can't do anymore because of my back. I'm gonna go to the raqi until I can do it myself because that will weaken the sihr. Inshallah Allah cures me.
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Insha'allah sis that all sounds like sound advice. Insha'allah sis Allah cures you but sis it is a long battle and you have to stay strong and patient. It is a good idea to go to the raqi if you feel it helps sis. I am not sure what you mean when you say you cannot read anymore because of your back. My advice try and read as and when you can as the more you read the weaker the jins will get.

Please look at this video as it really helps you further on how to tackle your problem further insha'allah:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJ6kwmy4kZo
 
mission2succeed said:
Insha'allah sis that all sounds like sound advice. Insha'allah sis Allah cures you but sis it is a long battle and you have to stay strong and patient. It is a good idea to go to the raqi if you feel it helps sis. I am not sure what you mean when you say you cannot read anymore because of your back. My advice try and read as and when you can as the more you read the weaker the jins will get.

Please look at this video as it really helps you further on how to tackle your problem further insha'allah:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJ6kwmy4kZo
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Yes I have watched that brothers videos and I actually emailed him to get a second opinion. He told me to repeat falaq and nas with the intention of sihr and jinn and I got a reaction. I felt movements in my body and my pulse were so strong I could see it move up and down. my pinky and my right arm were was constantly shaking, and I felt like vomiting but there was nothing coming out. The brother told me to do the same thing, read falaq and nas everyday for 1hr. I have scieitica now so its hard for me to do ruqya and stay focused with the pain. My raqi told me the jinns were inflicting me with these pains so I can stop the ruqya and I guess its working.

Thinking about it now the non- Muslims on here must think I'm crazy with all this jinn stuff but take my word for it, its real!
 
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Dreamchaser said:
Yes I have watched that brothers videos and I actually emailed him to get a second opinion. He told me to repeat falaq and nas with the intention of sihr and jinn and I got a reaction. I felt movements in my body and my pulse were so strong I could see it move up and down. my pinky and my right arm were was constantly shaking, and I felt like vomiting but there was nothing coming out. The brother told me to do the same thing, read falaq and nas everyday for 1hr. I have scieitica now so its hard for me to do ruqya and stay focused with the pain. My raqi told me the jinns were inflicting me with these pains so I can stop the ruqya and I guess its working.


Thinking about it now the non- Muslims on here must think I'm crazy with all this jinn stuff but take my word for it, its real!
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OK sis good to hear you watched the videos and the brother responded to your email. Your raqi is right in suggesting that the jinns are conflicting you with this pain so that you stop the rukiyah. However, sis in time if you continue you will be able to gain more control over them which will result in them becoming weaker and causing you less pain. As you know they like remaining hidden and once the inflicted becomes aware of their existence inside them then the real game begins. By this I mean they start making themselves more apparent and start fighting back especially when rukiyah is performed. Try to read a little often gradually increasing your time each day. Reading something is better than nothing as you need to show the jinns who the real boss is lol.
 
I went back to my doctor today because the last medication she prescribed me werent working. My back was killing me this morning so I went in and she prescribed me Oxycodone HCI/acetaminophen 5mg 325mg. I have an appointment with a specialist on the 13th so that's a good thing. In the meantime I am thinking of taking these meds but I did some research and apparently you can get addicated to them. I really need it for my back but I don't wanna have to deal with an addiction problem as I already have enough on my plate.I took one this afternoon hopefully I don't become an addict in the future.
 

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