i hate my nationality about everything i wish i had a muslim nationality which i wouldn't care but why this christian nationality as soon as i say that i'm muslima i'll be stupidly looked at by everybody and just get ridiculous yes you european muslima it's not gonna work everyone is annoying then. I do not understand this ----ing world it can not be that you live as limited as people want it I hate people and never get rid of my life is so boring and ---- since my childhood I'm unlucky until it's no more and than I got my life under control by Islam and I was glad after my attempted suicide to have become a Muslim, the people and my family break my whole happiness again why is that? especially my dream was to wear a headscarf and to go to mosque I learned many surahs from Kuran with the goal of becoming Hafiz one day but all I am doing is trampled on and from home I still fly out of it ... and luck I do not have any in love anyway.