emem.masorong
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Yeah. I've shared this before. Good thing I'm with Allah. Imagine this on you. What would you do? Would you kill yourself? Out of embarrassment because they're telling your secrets and even say something ridiculous that those around you think you are really thinking of that? You can't sleep immediately because you hear them. I do sleep. Other times before, I couldn't sleep fast. It's a struggle. But it is jihad. I struggle for Allah. I strive for him. I do not wish these upon others. It's been a struggle. This happened somewhere at 2012 or 2013. May Allah forgive me. I don't remember much. It became worse one time and they suddenly don't have limits anymore. Before, they were like shy to say every thought. They hold back, and don't say it. Now they do. It started somewhere near 2016. I became limp now. You can check my website at ememmasorong.blogspot.com.