I don't know what to do, I have lost my diary.
It is a big deal because I am a revert and my family doesn't know.
I saw my diary last about 2 weeks ago when I was writing a poem then I hid it beneath my chair.
I went to go get it a week ago and it is gone, I have cleaned my room and still no sign of it.
I live with my mother (my parents are split but I still go to my fathers house often) She would not have an issue if she found it but my father would so I am thinking what if I accidentally brought it over there as I have similar notebooks.
I haven't spoke to my father in 3 days because I fear he has found it, I called my grandparents today (His parents) and they were not like how they normally are, they are usually so cheerful but it was not the same. Maybe I am overthinking but I have looked everywhere, how could it just disappear. I know I have to tell my parents about Islam at some point but now is not the time, I am too young for this (14) If my fathers side finds out everything will be so different, my aunt already calls me names and says she fears I'll runaway to India and join a gang just from telling her I study Islam (I know shes a nut) WHAT DO I DO!!!!!!
It is a big deal because I am a revert and my family doesn't know.
I saw my diary last about 2 weeks ago when I was writing a poem then I hid it beneath my chair.
I went to go get it a week ago and it is gone, I have cleaned my room and still no sign of it.
I live with my mother (my parents are split but I still go to my fathers house often) She would not have an issue if she found it but my father would so I am thinking what if I accidentally brought it over there as I have similar notebooks.
I haven't spoke to my father in 3 days because I fear he has found it, I called my grandparents today (His parents) and they were not like how they normally are, they are usually so cheerful but it was not the same. Maybe I am overthinking but I have looked everywhere, how could it just disappear. I know I have to tell my parents about Islam at some point but now is not the time, I am too young for this (14) If my fathers side finds out everything will be so different, my aunt already calls me names and says she fears I'll runaway to India and join a gang just from telling her I study Islam (I know shes a nut) WHAT DO I DO!!!!!!
