Another thing is, I'm very young, just a teenager. I want to say my shahadah very soon, but I was wondering if there are rules about who may revert to Islam. Am I too young? Do I have to be an adult before I may revert?
Thank you, I so appreciate all your help. Peace be upon you.
Peace be with you to sister
Firstly it is clear that Allah has given you guidance out of so many people for he guides who he wants. It is wonderdul that you are wanting to accept Islam at a young age as you can learn and adapt to changes better at an earlier age and also learn quicker as you have a young and fresh mind.
There are no age limits to when you can or can't accept Islam for it is better to accept it as soon as one realises and accepts the oneness of Allah and the finality of the last Prophet of Allah (Peace be upon him)
Life is uncertain and there are no guarantees that we will be alive tomorrow so therefore one should never delay proclaiming the shahada for death awaits nobody. If one is certain in ones heart that there is NO worthy of worship except Allah and that Muhammad (Peace be upon him) is the servant and mesenger of Allah then why not say it with the tongue and affirm it in the heart now?
So say: Ash hadu Allaah ilaaha illallaahu Wa ash hadu annaa Muhammadan Abduhoo wara sooloo
There is NO worthy of worship Except Allah and Muhammad is the servant and messenger of Allah
It is as simple as that. Faith comes from the heart so if you believe the above then there is no logic in delaying it any further.
You should also try and locate a Muslim sisters circle or Masjid which caters for new Muslim sisters as there are such group meetings in most places. If you cannot lkocate one then we can try and locate one for you inshallah. That way can meet Allah good sisters who can help and guide you and teach you what you need to know about Islam and how to recite Arabic etc and at the same time get involved in Islamic activities, learning about Islam, giving dawah etc
Take one step at a time. Your first step should be to learn how to pray Salaah as it is the second pillar of Islam and the most important thing we Muslims practise in our daily lives. You should really be getting taught how to pray Salaah face to face with a sister but in the meanwhile you can learn how to pray using this book which is free for you to download as a PDF document and you can also print it out. It contains everything you need to know of the basics of Islam as well how to pray and what to say in prayer, how to do ablution, ghusl etc as well as stories of the Prophets and much more. It is a brilliant read:
Islam Beliefs and Teachings
http://www.islamicbulletin.org/free_downloads/kids/Islam_teachings.pdf
Here you will find many more resources on the prayer
http://www.islamicbulletin.org/services/all_ebooks_p3.aspx#link10
Free Islamic E books and Resources
http://www.islamicboard.com/discover-islam/134306218-free-e-books-resources-islam.html#post1432248
http://www.islamicbulletin.org/free_downloads/prayer/Entire_Salaah_Book.pdf
After that then gradually build up your knowledge of Islam starting from the basics and then you can build up slowly at a pace you can handle. You will love learning about Islam as evrything you read will make so much sense to you and will increase your faith and love and closeness to Allah.
My sister no doubt you will experience trials and hardships through your journey in life especially through prejudice and the narrow mindedness of some people that you may come across in life. But it is best to ignore such people and be the best example you can to other non Muslims and Muslims alike as you are now representing Islam.
Remember that worship of Allah in your youth is the best worship anyone can do in their life so make the best of this precious time now before it is gone as there are so many of us who waste our youth and then regret it forever. Also there is no guarantee you or i will live for another day as death is uncertain.
So make your focus to please Allah everyday in everything that you do and to work for the hereafter rather than for this world which is so temporary. A person who chases this world then the world will go further from his grasp and he will lose this world and the hereafter but the person who chases the hereafter will gain this world and the hereafter.
If you need help with anything at all or need any questions answered or anymore resources then please do not hesitate to ask.