I thought I was proposed to once and I answered kettle and illan .
This to me meant platonic non sexual love between woman .
It was not understood and the woman around me could not comprehend it .
Instead the woman hated me and bullied me with all the men .
My will was pure love .
But it was not understood and.
Illan was a mistake perhaps and perhaps I need to divorce illan and those .
This is not a physical reality just an experience and reality thought .
When you give love and get hate And jealousy back it’s not acceptable year after year turning other cheek.
Such are not deserving of it.
This to me meant platonic non sexual love between woman .
It was not understood and the woman around me could not comprehend it .
Instead the woman hated me and bullied me with all the men .
My will was pure love .
But it was not understood and.
Illan was a mistake perhaps and perhaps I need to divorce illan and those .
This is not a physical reality just an experience and reality thought .
When you give love and get hate And jealousy back it’s not acceptable year after year turning other cheek.
Such are not deserving of it.
