I'm so frustrated. please help

[ILuvAllah]

Shaytan is really disturbing me a lot. I feel so weak. I feel like my imaan is becoming weak cause I dont do the nafl prayers anymore and I spend time in useless things. I used to pray tahajjud and make voluntary fast but now I just dont find the strength to do this anymore. I was so hungry for Islamic knowledge that I used to watch lectures for hours but now I'm losing that interest too. I have become fed up with college studies. I cant sleep at night, I'm having trouble sleeping.

I have noticed that, whenever I try to increase my ibadah/worship, somehow after sometime either i become sick or somehow i lose my strength. its like whenever i try to fight the shaytan, he comes back at me with revenge.

have you ever experienced this? please advice me what should I do to get back my strength in piety. im so frustrated

Salam

 

[جوري]

moral of the story is?
You've to balance your life because shytaan is waiting for you in every turn.. even your 3ibadaat.. it doesn't always have to be a big sin.. he'll get you if you don't balance your life... so strike that balance...

and Allah swt knows best

 

[ILuvAllah]

moral of the story is?
You've to balance your life because shytaan is waiting for you in every turn.. even your 3ibadaat.. it doesn't always have to be a big sin.. he'll get you if you don't balance your life... so strike that balance...

and Allah swt knows best

omg that story scares the hell out of me. I dont want to die like that. oh Allah no plz!

 

[ILuvAllah]

I forgot to mention that I can see change in my attitude. I mean I cant control my temper. sometimes bad words comes out my mouth and its getting worse