:bism: (In the Name of God, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful)
(Peace be upon you)
Brother, you're suffering from
waswas, which are negative compulsive thoughts. Spiritually, they're regarded as insinuations from the devil to make the believer depressed and feel as if he/she has no
iman (faith) when in reality that is one of the signs of
iman (faith).
Now, in regards, to whether your prayer has been accepted, I'd remind you of the words of Prophet :saws:
(peace and blessings be upon him) who said clearly, "Having an excellent opinion of Allah is part of excellent worship." So, remind yourself always that Allah is All-Compassionate and All-Merciful and that if you've made the effort to pray
salat, then Allah has in His mercy and compassion accepted your worship. Remember Allah doesn't require perfection from us that we as human beings are unable to achieve, and rather Allah only requires that we try our best.
So, please let go and trust in Allah. Allah loves you, and loves those who turn to Him. Even
Iblees (Satan), even though cursed by Allah for his direct and arrogant disobedience, before being expelled from the Court of Allah had his supplication accepted to be able to given the opportunity to lead mankind astray. And supplication is worship.
So, please, again, let go of negative thoughts and realize that they do not represent your
iman; what represents your
iman are your intentions and actions. So, relax.
:wa: (And peace be upon you)
I've been going through a lot of problems in prayer
*Doubts whether I said littlest of things right (The "een" in "Rabil'alameen")
*What does the Prophet (saw) mean by "having comfort when going to a sujood/rukoo"?
What are some signs Allah has accepted your salat? I need to know.