Insulting my parents whitout them listening

[Curious Learner]

Salam to everyone,

First, I have to say that this started around 3 years ago when my health deteriorated again. I have both mental and physical health issues. It takes me a lot of time to recover and it is obvious that I will not fully recover from all my issues as they are chronic. I am improving slowly but I am still fragile.

I already know they insulting parents is a very bad thing but what about saying bad thing when you are alone in your room and they don't listen?

I am good to them and polite face to face but since I am suffering and for years I became frustrated and on my nerves. Besides, they don't really understand my problems and at many occasions they made them worse.

I am becoming less frustrated with time but I am not happy with what I am doing.

So is what I am doing a major sin?

 

[muslim brother]

you need to talk to them.

how are they as parents,toxic,supporting or just too busy

these are all possible factors in your condition.

but you must communicate with them.and maybe ask siblings ,relatives for help too.

 

[azc]

Do your parents care of you......?

 

[Rabiatudarma]

Exactly, as cinnamon said you should talk to them they will understand u Better.They may probably pray and give you some advice.Jazakallahu khayran

 

[cinnamonrolls1]

You need to all sit down together and talk things out. Tell them your feelings etc