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Is there any hope for sinners in the eyes of Allah does the tears of a sinner matter to anyone at all i mean dnt they just desrve what they got i mean in the quran it says the people will be punished for their wrong doings.
If some one has repented for past does it mean it will be accepted. But hat if a persn life turns upside down and continues to do so as days go pass. Have you ever felt no amtter what you do or say sometimes you can never make tings right and itss too alte than whats the point what is there to live for if every moment of yur life you feel fear and you literally feel the punishment faced on you there is no other way to explain it the way things have turned out surely its a punishment which just gets severe day by day.
Whats the point of turning to allah now when all this time has been spent on engaing in bad things and now things have turned out bad now decide to turn to allah. why is it that only when things go wrong we yarn to be close to Allah we beg for his mercy why should i expect allah to forgive and make it all better when i have brought all the calmatys on my self.
Why should i cry why should i moan why should i complain when what ever has happened to me one way or another i have earned it with my own two hands. what rights do i have wat rights do i have for my friends and parents and relatives to care for me or be nice to me when im not worthy of anything when i have said one thing and done another.
How can certain situations be a test when some one brings it all upon them self and no matter what they do even if they dont say nothing or say something either way end up hurting another no matter what i just cant do no right i cant do no right to my self so how can i do right to others. How can i ask for allahs love what have i done to deserve it. yes i do pray and ask for forgiveness but sometimes i just feel like im just saying soem words without meanings.
I dont even know what the purpose of life is or why im even here yes i know we here to serve allah but i just cant feel anything in my heart anymore i just feel pain shame and bitterness and hate towards no one else but my self. I can try and try but i just know that i am doomed for hell cause i know no matter what i do i always seem to mess it all up even when i think im doing the right thing or trying to do the right thing some how i just get my self into more deep.
There are so much a person suppose to do to go into jannat but i cant even do simpleset thigns so obviously im not gonna be one of those there are so many deserving people on this earth so many good people so why should allah listent o my prayers over them,.
How can i even yarn for jannat when i cant even imagine it when i dont have the drive in my heart when i know it just aint gonna happen yerah maybe my mind and body is taken over the shaitan maybe its not why should i blame the shaitan when its clearly my fault if i cant think straight or have the xcourage and strenth to go on.
Yes i know depressing you all i dont even know why im writting it here feel free not to read yes i know It reallly is sad and low
If some one has repented for past does it mean it will be accepted. But hat if a persn life turns upside down and continues to do so as days go pass. Have you ever felt no amtter what you do or say sometimes you can never make tings right and itss too alte than whats the point what is there to live for if every moment of yur life you feel fear and you literally feel the punishment faced on you there is no other way to explain it the way things have turned out surely its a punishment which just gets severe day by day.
Whats the point of turning to allah now when all this time has been spent on engaing in bad things and now things have turned out bad now decide to turn to allah. why is it that only when things go wrong we yarn to be close to Allah we beg for his mercy why should i expect allah to forgive and make it all better when i have brought all the calmatys on my self.
Why should i cry why should i moan why should i complain when what ever has happened to me one way or another i have earned it with my own two hands. what rights do i have wat rights do i have for my friends and parents and relatives to care for me or be nice to me when im not worthy of anything when i have said one thing and done another.
How can certain situations be a test when some one brings it all upon them self and no matter what they do even if they dont say nothing or say something either way end up hurting another no matter what i just cant do no right i cant do no right to my self so how can i do right to others. How can i ask for allahs love what have i done to deserve it. yes i do pray and ask for forgiveness but sometimes i just feel like im just saying soem words without meanings.
I dont even know what the purpose of life is or why im even here yes i know we here to serve allah but i just cant feel anything in my heart anymore i just feel pain shame and bitterness and hate towards no one else but my self. I can try and try but i just know that i am doomed for hell cause i know no matter what i do i always seem to mess it all up even when i think im doing the right thing or trying to do the right thing some how i just get my self into more deep.
There are so much a person suppose to do to go into jannat but i cant even do simpleset thigns so obviously im not gonna be one of those there are so many deserving people on this earth so many good people so why should allah listent o my prayers over them,.
How can i even yarn for jannat when i cant even imagine it when i dont have the drive in my heart when i know it just aint gonna happen yerah maybe my mind and body is taken over the shaitan maybe its not why should i blame the shaitan when its clearly my fault if i cant think straight or have the xcourage and strenth to go on.
Yes i know depressing you all i dont even know why im writting it here feel free not to read yes i know It reallly is sad and low