I was having shirk thoughts - I did not believe in it. I was explaining the situation to my brother and he told me to tell him what came to my head. I accidentally kicked my mum and in my head I was going to say; I respect my mum but instead I worship my mum came to my head. I did not believe it but later on to explain the situation to my brother I said it to him verbally but did not believe it. Was saying it verbally to him count as shirk?