Well I stumbled across this forum, and it seemed like a reasonable website to come to bring myself too, so let me begin: My name is Rasheed Saeed I am, 16, I live in the United Kingdom and I am an Atheist.
Background:
My dad was a Muslim and my mum was an Atheist(they didn't really discuss religion), they separated and I lived with my mum. Every summer holiday I would go visit my pappa and be brought up and talk about Islam. Is was to the age of 9 that I turned around and said "I don't believe in Allah."; since then, my pappa didn't want to claim me as his son, nor did he ever want to see me again.
I want to keep it short, but I want some answers if you could answer them.
1) Why am I going to hell? Because I don't pray, because I don't believe in Allah and Muhammed? I was always a good kid, I never back chat, I had fun with my dad, every Sunday we would go to play football with his friends at the local sports centre with all our friends. Why because of minor reasons should I be banished to hell? Surely Allah would accept me to Heaven if I just lived a good life which I plan to(Even though I have no reason to believe in heaven, because if I assume there is a Heaven).
2) Apostasy: Again, why should I not only be condoned to hell, but I should be killed? I only said I don't believe in Allah and because of that, I should be killed? Or even imprisoned?
I'm continuing to read the Qru'an and yet still have some reasons to believe in it or think it's actually true, because to me, it's just another Religion claiming to know God and how he thinks. But please, answer my questions if possible.
Thank you.
Background:
My dad was a Muslim and my mum was an Atheist(they didn't really discuss religion), they separated and I lived with my mum. Every summer holiday I would go visit my pappa and be brought up and talk about Islam. Is was to the age of 9 that I turned around and said "I don't believe in Allah."; since then, my pappa didn't want to claim me as his son, nor did he ever want to see me again.
I want to keep it short, but I want some answers if you could answer them.
1) Why am I going to hell? Because I don't pray, because I don't believe in Allah and Muhammed? I was always a good kid, I never back chat, I had fun with my dad, every Sunday we would go to play football with his friends at the local sports centre with all our friends. Why because of minor reasons should I be banished to hell? Surely Allah would accept me to Heaven if I just lived a good life which I plan to(Even though I have no reason to believe in heaven, because if I assume there is a Heaven).
2) Apostasy: Again, why should I not only be condoned to hell, but I should be killed? I only said I don't believe in Allah and because of that, I should be killed? Or even imprisoned?
I'm continuing to read the Qru'an and yet still have some reasons to believe in it or think it's actually true, because to me, it's just another Religion claiming to know God and how he thinks. But please, answer my questions if possible.
Thank you.