Assalamu alaikum.
I just thought I would introduce myself and give some information about myself and my relation to Islam. I am 20 years old, married, with one son and have just converted (reverted is the term used I think?) to Islam. I am still new and studying so please excuse me if my etiquette is not up to par or if I am saying things incorrectly.
I had been an Eastern Orthodox Christian for most of my life, however, a few days ago I had something of an existential crisis and realized that Christianity, despite everything I loved about it, was not the true way and could not stop the decay and wickedness in the world. I was overcome with this sense of depression and nihilism, thinking "this was it". That night I had a dream in which an angel, who I believe was Michael, came to me and handed me a scimitar and declared "by this sign you shall conquer". The story of St. Constantine was my favorite as a Christian and I am also in the military, so I am assuming that is where the reference came from. The message was loud and clear to me and the following day I incessantly researched Islam and was awed by its beauty.
I have been reading the Qur'an and studying about Islam in general. Despite my newness in the faith I know in my heart this is the truth. I have said the shahada and confessed that there is no god but God and Muhammad (pbuh) is his messenger.
I apologize if my story was not posted in the appropriate place I simply wanted to share my story with my new brothers and sisters.
I just thought I would introduce myself and give some information about myself and my relation to Islam. I am 20 years old, married, with one son and have just converted (reverted is the term used I think?) to Islam. I am still new and studying so please excuse me if my etiquette is not up to par or if I am saying things incorrectly.
I had been an Eastern Orthodox Christian for most of my life, however, a few days ago I had something of an existential crisis and realized that Christianity, despite everything I loved about it, was not the true way and could not stop the decay and wickedness in the world. I was overcome with this sense of depression and nihilism, thinking "this was it". That night I had a dream in which an angel, who I believe was Michael, came to me and handed me a scimitar and declared "by this sign you shall conquer". The story of St. Constantine was my favorite as a Christian and I am also in the military, so I am assuming that is where the reference came from. The message was loud and clear to me and the following day I incessantly researched Islam and was awed by its beauty.
I have been reading the Qur'an and studying about Islam in general. Despite my newness in the faith I know in my heart this is the truth. I have said the shahada and confessed that there is no god but God and Muhammad (pbuh) is his messenger.
I apologize if my story was not posted in the appropriate place I simply wanted to share my story with my new brothers and sisters.