Aaqib
IB Veteran
- Messages
- 704
- Reaction score
- 57
- Gender
- Male
- Religion
- Islam
Ever since an incident happened where I committed major kufr, I've been getting thoughts on everything and their becoming harmful to me.
Like, I remember the ruling on the relation between a mahram and a non-mahram in the middle of a joke, and then I was like "I messaged my female teacher". And now I'm suffering because I think I apostated.
And then I kinda giggled at "Last afternoon, Shaytan came and told you" because I thought of a little creature coming into a man's ear and whispering and now I don't know if I committed apostasy or not.
This is seriously becoming harmful to me.
Like, I remember the ruling on the relation between a mahram and a non-mahram in the middle of a joke, and then I was like "I messaged my female teacher". And now I'm suffering because I think I apostated.
And then I kinda giggled at "Last afternoon, Shaytan came and told you" because I thought of a little creature coming into a man's ear and whispering and now I don't know if I committed apostasy or not.
This is seriously becoming harmful to me.