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When I'm praying during salah I experience inner peace during the prayer. Like I'm coming into direct contact with Allah. But before and after the salah I question my decision to revert. Thus I'm trying to keep ALL salah-times (remember, I just reverted!) and doing my best to maintain the inner peace even while not praying. Do you brothers (and sisters) have any tip on how to maintain this peace even while not praying? During prayer I'm fully focused and at peace, but afterwards I feel weird.
It could have to do with everyone questioning my decision to convert which makes it hard for me to explore and show my religiousity towards others.
When I'm praying during salah I experience inner peace during the prayer. Like I'm coming into direct contact with Allah. But before and after the salah I question my decision to revert. Thus I'm trying to keep ALL salah-times (remember, I just reverted!) and doing my best to maintain the inner peace even while not praying. Do you brothers (and sisters) have any tip on how to maintain this peace even while not praying? During prayer I'm fully focused and at peace, but afterwards I feel weird.
It could have to do with everyone questioning my decision to convert which makes it hard for me to explore and show my religiousity towards others.