Things that have lead me astray from the path
I set out in about 2006 to learn more about religion and actually find a path to heaven, implying that i always believed in heaven and hell.
These are some of the things that i have pondered on, sometimes bringing me comfort and other times bringing me to the edge of breaking point.
Either way i am (so far) alive so there is still time to ponder.
I cant tell you the story of how i got here, too many days have gone by but here are some things (in no particular order) that i think about.
Alhamdulillah(probably spelt wrong):
I always say this, this word represents my current state. It is neither good nor bad i don’t even know what the actual meaning is but at very least it is a remembrance.
I know i should say this in victory or defeat, it is an acknowledgement of the absolute power of god and my submission to his will.
Every action has a cause and a reaction, one event leads to another and in this huge world i am content that any perceived hurt i may feel will lead to the greater good( and i am always deserving).
Also i say this every time i burp, i would say excuse me but the word is already on my tongue. Must seam terrible to those in close proximity lol.
So il tell you another thing, most of the things i have read are in English and for a long time i thought that knowledge is the source to the right path.
Some things that might need clarification,
God is the greatest.
I am absolutely convinced that those that hold themselves in esteem because of their wealth in knowledge, are those that would destroy us. It is easy to tell a knowledgable man from an illiterate, when you find an illiterate man who is knowledgable then you have found the starting point.
The hardest thing to maintain in this world is modesty, there a countless times a man can stand before many to correct someone. It is hardest to hold your tongue, now many of you would say it is your duty to correct the person. I am neither that arrogant to assume my own correctness or the correctness of a knowledge possess. To this end i am on the edge of an abyss.
I could spend all day just wasting time on this point but at the end of the day those that would put forward errors do so at there own expense and the expense of there own souls, just for writing this im probably ****ed. Lol the walking ****ed, that would make you humble.
Here i stopped and read over what iv just written, what a complete twat you couldn’t imagine how much i despise myself. Lol emo.
Anyway thats another point, its hard to judge a persons character but the best advise i can give you is look past the clothes, look past the accent, look past the inappropriate vocabulary. In fact look past the actions of a person. Not a good judge of character.
Ok just a brief point on my understanding of jihad, this would put me at odds with half the world but hey i already walk aloneI(no realy).
This stuggle is against yourself, firstly it is against yourself, unfortunately the world will not wait so you will fight on multiple fronts.
Do not transgress bounds, to this end you will suffer losses comparable to there’s. Wow thats a wakeup call putting myself at odds with the world. I guess if anything they’l take anything good they see from me and at most il take a beating.
Anyway you look at it god is the greatest and he is well aquanted with all that we do.
Fighting is a complex matter, hatred will lead you to places you don’t want to go. Keeping a clean intention is rediculosely hard but hey one day you’l look past it all.
I hit a punch bag for over a year now, a lot quicker than i was a lot faster than i was. So far i can walk with my hands in my pockets. A lot smarter than i was, lol so much for modesty.
Anyway its a stuggle and it never gets any easier.
I recon thats a good enough place to stop, bet youve had enough, those that haven’t punched the computer screen or rage quit. I know that its an idiotic rambling but i guess if anything il see what you lot say and hopefully never post again.
Thanks mods if this gets through, just a man on the edge.
I set out in about 2006 to learn more about religion and actually find a path to heaven, implying that i always believed in heaven and hell.
These are some of the things that i have pondered on, sometimes bringing me comfort and other times bringing me to the edge of breaking point.
Either way i am (so far) alive so there is still time to ponder.
I cant tell you the story of how i got here, too many days have gone by but here are some things (in no particular order) that i think about.
Alhamdulillah(probably spelt wrong):
I always say this, this word represents my current state. It is neither good nor bad i don’t even know what the actual meaning is but at very least it is a remembrance.
I know i should say this in victory or defeat, it is an acknowledgement of the absolute power of god and my submission to his will.
Every action has a cause and a reaction, one event leads to another and in this huge world i am content that any perceived hurt i may feel will lead to the greater good( and i am always deserving).
Also i say this every time i burp, i would say excuse me but the word is already on my tongue. Must seam terrible to those in close proximity lol.
So il tell you another thing, most of the things i have read are in English and for a long time i thought that knowledge is the source to the right path.
Some things that might need clarification,
God is the greatest.
I am absolutely convinced that those that hold themselves in esteem because of their wealth in knowledge, are those that would destroy us. It is easy to tell a knowledgable man from an illiterate, when you find an illiterate man who is knowledgable then you have found the starting point.
The hardest thing to maintain in this world is modesty, there a countless times a man can stand before many to correct someone. It is hardest to hold your tongue, now many of you would say it is your duty to correct the person. I am neither that arrogant to assume my own correctness or the correctness of a knowledge possess. To this end i am on the edge of an abyss.
I could spend all day just wasting time on this point but at the end of the day those that would put forward errors do so at there own expense and the expense of there own souls, just for writing this im probably ****ed. Lol the walking ****ed, that would make you humble.
Here i stopped and read over what iv just written, what a complete twat you couldn’t imagine how much i despise myself. Lol emo.
Anyway thats another point, its hard to judge a persons character but the best advise i can give you is look past the clothes, look past the accent, look past the inappropriate vocabulary. In fact look past the actions of a person. Not a good judge of character.
Ok just a brief point on my understanding of jihad, this would put me at odds with half the world but hey i already walk aloneI(no realy).
This stuggle is against yourself, firstly it is against yourself, unfortunately the world will not wait so you will fight on multiple fronts.
Do not transgress bounds, to this end you will suffer losses comparable to there’s. Wow thats a wakeup call putting myself at odds with the world. I guess if anything they’l take anything good they see from me and at most il take a beating.
Anyway you look at it god is the greatest and he is well aquanted with all that we do.
Fighting is a complex matter, hatred will lead you to places you don’t want to go. Keeping a clean intention is rediculosely hard but hey one day you’l look past it all.
I hit a punch bag for over a year now, a lot quicker than i was a lot faster than i was. So far i can walk with my hands in my pockets. A lot smarter than i was, lol so much for modesty.
Anyway its a stuggle and it never gets any easier.
I recon thats a good enough place to stop, bet youve had enough, those that haven’t punched the computer screen or rage quit. I know that its an idiotic rambling but i guess if anything il see what you lot say and hopefully never post again.
Thanks mods if this gets through, just a man on the edge.
we hav to do it, cos when we put our guard down gives bad a chance to bite us and try mess us up. We have to participate we got no choice, we know there is heaven and hell just upto us where do we wanna go.