Salam,
Recently everything has been going wrong for me. Everything I try to plan anything related to my engagement or wedding it goes horribly wrong and I'm getting to a point where it just feels like Allah is working against me. Things on my personal life were always bad from abuse to extreme trauma but now that I'm engaged everything has gotten 50000 times worse and I just don't get it. No matter how much I plan or try or budget or work nothing seems to work. I'm at a loss and I haven't been able to do anything because of the extreme depression. It's gotten to a point where I don't think anything will ever work for me and I'm losing faith.
Recently everything has been going wrong for me. Everything I try to plan anything related to my engagement or wedding it goes horribly wrong and I'm getting to a point where it just feels like Allah is working against me. Things on my personal life were always bad from abuse to extreme trauma but now that I'm engaged everything has gotten 50000 times worse and I just don't get it. No matter how much I plan or try or budget or work nothing seems to work. I'm at a loss and I haven't been able to do anything because of the extreme depression. It's gotten to a point where I don't think anything will ever work for me and I'm losing faith.