Assalamu ailikum warahmatullahi wa bararaktuh.
I am a new Muslim (Alhamdullilah) but I am practicing in secret MashaAllah. My parents force me to do shirk.
I have developed an ocd where I cannot lie down on my bed because I fear that my parents will make me do shirk.
Here is my thought process insha'Allah.
I lie down on my bed MashaAllah
A thought MashaAllah comes to me saying 'youre lying down on your bed your parents might think your sleeping and not let you sleep before you commit shirk with them.
subhanAllah!! They are so annoying to the point where I cannot get water from downstairs to drink MashaAllah! I cannot take this anymore..pls answer insha'Allah.
Thanks
Barik Allahu Fikum
I am a new Muslim (Alhamdullilah) but I am practicing in secret MashaAllah. My parents force me to do shirk.
I have developed an ocd where I cannot lie down on my bed because I fear that my parents will make me do shirk.
Here is my thought process insha'Allah.
I lie down on my bed MashaAllah
A thought MashaAllah comes to me saying 'youre lying down on your bed your parents might think your sleeping and not let you sleep before you commit shirk with them.
subhanAllah!! They are so annoying to the point where I cannot get water from downstairs to drink MashaAllah! I cannot take this anymore..pls answer insha'Allah.
Thanks
Barik Allahu Fikum