serenechaos
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I moved from one part of the country to another. The only way I could get here was to have a couch to sleep on while the roommate (a woman, I know, bad..) yet we do not interact in such a way, quite platonic. However, I am still getting situated, I can not move out. I have no transportation, or would I have money. I read, one should not do something that could possibly end one's life knowingly. I am type 1 diabetic, if my insulin is not kept cold it can be rendered ineffective. Without daily shots, I would die an agonizing death in a matter of days. In this, being homeless would be a sure way to die in this health condition. So, I am a bit off.. Could I not have the intention, which I do, to earn enough money to move out on my own? I think it would take about six months or so, but I can strive and make it happen. Would not Allah know this and in his infinite mercy allow for the conditions till I can make it right? We seldom spend time alone in the same room, she goes to her room shutting the door, to clarify on that.