Ramadaan is coming soon! Actually, tomorrow insha'Allah ! I feel so disappointed bec i want to successful my fasting at home with my family & eat the delicious food Ilfar and watch muslim sky such as PEACE TV, IRAQQ etc (have to ask mum what is going on tv? what topic etc) but thanks Allah i will fast at home about a week then i will do the rest at my boarding school, away from family, away from home, away from my honour city expect weekends. But lot of people are non-believer in my school, say bad things and doing thing Allah has forbidden. So i think it will be very hard for me but thanks to my strong personalities, i can tell them off but in a good way. I just do not want to people to influence me (i used to let them do that imsad) bec ramadaan is a blessed month of the year, very special. I remember from last year, they asked why i did fasting, in my answer, to closer with Allah and understand about hungers etc etc but they went like "omg its cruel" etc they made me so angry. Of course i remember now, once i went to maths but teacher wasnt there so i went to free study but library staff said i wasnt supposed to be there etc i tried to explain the reason then i said my teacher wasnt there, she went like oh okay u can stay here. i went like exactly u should listen to me in the first place. She went like :raging: and shouting!!! i yelled to her back, actually i shouted to her by the top of my lung! I walked off and i realized i shouldnt do that bec its haram in ramadaan, the worst day of my life. :hiding: I gusses i want to do fast in a BEST way, insha'Allah!
InshaAllah I can stay away from them, become an indepent, work harder and always perform as-salat. Anyway Ramadaan kereen!
InshaAllah I can stay away from them, become an indepent, work harder and always perform as-salat. Anyway Ramadaan kereen!