salamalaikum,
I have a book series here in English and this is my 3rd language what I am speaking, so not really fluetly. Problem is now, I think I am reading these book just to improve my English so literally I do not read them due to thinking I have wrong intention and Allah will not accept it. I want to learn for Allah but I get sometimes thoughts I am learning to have knowlege in order to make dawa or speak with people althought I am trying to hide any form of riya. I think it is a bit from shaitan but these feeling hurts and I think I have a wrong intension. What can I do against this?
I have a book series here in English and this is my 3rd language what I am speaking, so not really fluetly. Problem is now, I think I am reading these book just to improve my English so literally I do not read them due to thinking I have wrong intention and Allah will not accept it. I want to learn for Allah but I get sometimes thoughts I am learning to have knowlege in order to make dawa or speak with people althought I am trying to hide any form of riya. I think it is a bit from shaitan but these feeling hurts and I think I have a wrong intension. What can I do against this?