Nitro Zeus
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Assalamu alaikum,
I have seen a YouTube called —- ripping up Quran and David Wood ripping out Quran.
Now I start to lose my mind and start to be like a pscychopanth Sunni Muslim.
I have strong desire of bashing, degrading and defaming Jesus Christ as a form of response to Christians and to ripp up their Unholy Bible and destroy Bible and say evil things about Bible.
If I see one more of such video, I'll definitely lose my control and do abhorent things to Bible and Jesus Christ like I have never said that to anyone and also I'm gonna make hateful videos about Christians and spread hatred about Christianity.
My questions are
1. If I do start to lose my control and start being pscychopanth and do abhorent and evil things to Bible, is this kufr?
2. If I start cursing and saying abhorent things about Jesus Christ just because I have lost my control and I'm totally fed up with Christians, will this be counted as kufr by Allah(SwT)
P.S. The reason for saying this, is because I do not know how to control my anger, wrath and my temper. And I had this issue since when I was in elementary school and even now I have this problem and I have problem with vengeance as well. And also, Christians are so deluded and they twist our Scripture very bad and say that our Prophet was a pedophile and mass murderer(audhubillah). And I do not like Christians doing this to our Scripture(aka twisting and distoring it). And as a recompense, I want to do the same to their scripture.
I have seen a YouTube called —- ripping up Quran and David Wood ripping out Quran.
Now I start to lose my mind and start to be like a pscychopanth Sunni Muslim.
I have strong desire of bashing, degrading and defaming Jesus Christ as a form of response to Christians and to ripp up their Unholy Bible and destroy Bible and say evil things about Bible.
If I see one more of such video, I'll definitely lose my control and do abhorent things to Bible and Jesus Christ like I have never said that to anyone and also I'm gonna make hateful videos about Christians and spread hatred about Christianity.
My questions are
1. If I do start to lose my control and start being pscychopanth and do abhorent and evil things to Bible, is this kufr?
2. If I start cursing and saying abhorent things about Jesus Christ just because I have lost my control and I'm totally fed up with Christians, will this be counted as kufr by Allah(SwT)
P.S. The reason for saying this, is because I do not know how to control my anger, wrath and my temper. And I had this issue since when I was in elementary school and even now I have this problem and I have problem with vengeance as well. And also, Christians are so deluded and they twist our Scripture very bad and say that our Prophet was a pedophile and mass murderer(audhubillah). And I do not like Christians doing this to our Scripture(aka twisting and distoring it). And as a recompense, I want to do the same to their scripture.
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