I'm not exactly new here. I joined this forum 6 years ago (didn't post a lot though) but I have forgotten my username, password and old e-mail address.
I have struggled a lot with my faith since then. I was influenced by a lot of people in university and I was this close to becoming an atheist if it wasn't for an accident I had. For a while, I was angry at the world and I was sure that either God didn't exist or that He hated me. These were actually my last thoughts one day before I crossed the road and I got hit by a speeding car. Nothing happened to me... I refused to be taken to the hospital, I got on a bus and I turned on the radion on my phone & there was this song playing. It was about how God is always here for us... I panicked and turned off the radio.
That's when I started believing again... Then I became a Quranist for a couple of years, I kept criticizing almost every aspect of Islam. Without realizing it, I was slowly drifting away from God again. I started to feel empty inside so I asked God for guidance every night before I went to sleep. My faith is now growing stronger and here I am on this forum again...
