وعليكم السلام ورحمة الله وبركاته
Welcome to the forum, sister.
You should put Allaah Ta`aalaa's name first, i.e. Allaah Ta`aalaa will guide you, and you can also ask us questions.
Only Allaah Ta`aalaa can guide. Every day in Salaah, in Soorah al-Faatihah, we ask Allaah Ta`aalaa to guide us, by saying "Ihdinas Siraatal Mustaqeem".
May Allaah Ta`aalaa grant you relief from all of the difficulties you are going through right now and replace them with happiness and ease,
آمين يا رب العالمين
Whatever questions you have, don't hesitate to ask.