It is a struggle. I think i suffer from pure OCD. I go very crazy sometimes and it can be very hard to deal with. Over time, I have learned good lessons and how to resists. I am looking into ruqyah by Abdullah Saeed because he talked about his experience with waswas and that you can be psychologically conditioned by jinn (which cause phobias, OCD, etc). Unfortunately my faith keeps jumping super high and low because of OCD and I go through depression sometimes.
I want to do this self ruqyah and see what happens. I will keep updated.