Shaytan has taken over me

[Hatrickjerry]

Ive lost the plot, i do un islamic things. Dont read namaaz or anything, astaghfirullah Hell is awaiting me. im powereless, half dead, Ruined what can i do to escape from shaytan

One year on and still the same

Yes i had a good few weeks (in a year!) in which i actually believed i was back on track but i am back to being the most disgraceful human being on the earth.

For some reason i end up commiting digusting sin, the Zina of the eyes and i cannot stop it.

sometimes i wish i was never born, sometimes i wish i was dead and sometimes i wish Allah swt would just put me out of my misery and throw me in hell fire.

imsad