There is a particular issue that I am not sure is halal or haram but I'd rather not mention what it is. Unfortunately it seems there isn't too much talk on the issue as it is quite specific but I did find a sheikh that gave a fatwa that it is halal. I looked at the sheikhs argument but was not fully convinced. I spoke with the sheikh himself who when I raised my concerns that I had about his argument to him, he told me that I needed to have a better understanding of fiqh to be able to know why the matter is halal even having heard his argument.
Essentially I am trying to ask, how much should I depend on my own convincing of arguments and how much should I ignore myself and accept what a scholar has said even if I am only partially convinced?
Essentially I am trying to ask, how much should I depend on my own convincing of arguments and how much should I ignore myself and accept what a scholar has said even if I am only partially convinced?