i do not know what to do i am so upset
. i am doing bad things , have bad actions i can not stop myself. it is making me depressed and upset. i pray to you Allah i pray that you may forgive me that you may guide me to the right path that you may stop me doing these bad things but still i do. and then i pray again but i still do it. how am i supposed to come closer to you by doing this. it has taken over me i cannot stop myself how hard i try. evil thoughts come in my mind and act like a tumor. i try hard ALLAH to stop myself but maybe do not try harder. it is like an evil side of me that takes control when i let it go. my other side can not do anything to control it ecause that side is weak the side which is good is weak and the side which is evil is strong. the only way i can stop myself doing these wicked things is to make my good side stronger and destroy my evil side. but i do not know how to.imsad Prayers: Our Lord! Let not our hearts deviate from the truth after selves, and unless You grant us forgiveness and bestow Your mercy upon us, we shall most certainly be lost! (7:23
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