hello guys
i'm not english speaker but i'll try to use my best english, hope u understand
last year i learned about islam, about music & images, and i found out that they're haram
but i can't accept that until now, how could music & images haram, music is just sound, does it means bird is haram because they're also singing ? their voice is music right ?
and why something simple as drawing is haram ?
music & images is a part of this world.
if music & images haram then what about games,movie,application that uses sound.
my work as a blogger & youtuber involved music & images. and i've used some of the money i earned from that to buy a laptop, a smartphone, etc.
now i've lost my hope, since last year what i did is only playing, i'm not working anymore.
i want to find other online business, but i realized that my laptop was bought using haram money,and my smarthphone too.
because of stress, in march i left islam, but i came back again before ramadhan.
and know my stress increase, i just feel so hopeless
sometime i thinking about leaving islam again but i afraid of God's punishment.
i don't know what to do
i feel so lazy, i'm no longer praying
i'm no longer doing salah
i'm not english speaker but i'll try to use my best english, hope u understand
last year i learned about islam, about music & images, and i found out that they're haram
but i can't accept that until now, how could music & images haram, music is just sound, does it means bird is haram because they're also singing ? their voice is music right ?
and why something simple as drawing is haram ?
music & images is a part of this world.
if music & images haram then what about games,movie,application that uses sound.
my work as a blogger & youtuber involved music & images. and i've used some of the money i earned from that to buy a laptop, a smartphone, etc.
now i've lost my hope, since last year what i did is only playing, i'm not working anymore.
i want to find other online business, but i realized that my laptop was bought using haram money,and my smarthphone too.
because of stress, in march i left islam, but i came back again before ramadhan.
and know my stress increase, i just feel so hopeless
sometime i thinking about leaving islam again but i afraid of God's punishment.
i don't know what to do
i feel so lazy, i'm no longer praying
i'm no longer doing salah