Assalam-O-Alaikum my brothers and sisters (both in Islam and outside)
I was weak and weak when I stood, I felt I couldn't stand no more and when I lay , I felt restless. I was as usual go to youtube and watch lecture and also look at certain anti-Islamic/non-Islamic argument to see the full unbiased story (and prepare answer for such type of challenges) but as I was browsering I came upon a video made by an atheist who drew, not Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) but Allah and gave His Glory a figure of that which Christians describe the Father as and indeed with even far more absurd misconception of His Greatness. Usually I'm quite strong against anti-islamic things due to my pure reliance on Allah but never have I seen such a direct hit to Allah which was my source of power. I don't know how but I felt really angry but of course just commented about how the video has mistakes in it, in a good manner and walked away weak and sad.
I started to call upon Allah only to understand that indeed I'm in a great trial, one side told me "Indeed you are being punished by Al-Mighty for watching things that insulted other faith and now taste how it feels when they are hurt by atheists (I was siding atheism due to fact they reason unlike other religious people) , the Most Merciful is not in need of your Defense, It is He who defends you so worry not" . However my other side was saying "Oh how dare they insult Allah or at least get their facts about Islam right , **** the Muslims who sent the hate and death threat letters to the author which made him make this video in the first place. I must defend Allah, may His curse be upon such a people :raging:". So at the end I was very sad and confused, couldn't sleep 90% of the night, only 1 hour . As if a part of me was dead at school.
Anyway a Mercy came from the Most Merciful, a brother on youtube comforted me who also suffered a similar situation and calmed me, made me happy and understood why Allah says that it is my Love that I bonded all the believers as brother, they can't be broke :statisfie. I regained strength , listened to Quran 2:1 to 20 about how disbelievers insult Allah and how Allah is well-aware so right now I'm pretty good and feeling much better.
So I was wondering if I can get some support, dua or any part of the Quran which might help me ^o).
Also my brothers and sisters, learn a lesson from this, Never ever tell anyone that Allah wants anyone dead, only makes him abuse the freedom given to him by Allah, not against Him , Glory be to Him, the insult reach Him not but go against the insulter but insult hurt YOU in the process. Like I said Allah isn't in need of protection against anti-Islamic people but you need His protection and be careful, what goes around, comes around.
Anyway
Thank you for reading.
Help me regain my iman.
I was weak and weak when I stood, I felt I couldn't stand no more and when I lay , I felt restless. I was as usual go to youtube and watch lecture and also look at certain anti-Islamic/non-Islamic argument to see the full unbiased story (and prepare answer for such type of challenges) but as I was browsering I came upon a video made by an atheist who drew, not Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) but Allah and gave His Glory a figure of that which Christians describe the Father as and indeed with even far more absurd misconception of His Greatness. Usually I'm quite strong against anti-islamic things due to my pure reliance on Allah but never have I seen such a direct hit to Allah which was my source of power. I don't know how but I felt really angry but of course just commented about how the video has mistakes in it, in a good manner and walked away weak and sad.
I started to call upon Allah only to understand that indeed I'm in a great trial, one side told me "Indeed you are being punished by Al-Mighty for watching things that insulted other faith and now taste how it feels when they are hurt by atheists (I was siding atheism due to fact they reason unlike other religious people) , the Most Merciful is not in need of your Defense, It is He who defends you so worry not" . However my other side was saying "Oh how dare they insult Allah or at least get their facts about Islam right , **** the Muslims who sent the hate and death threat letters to the author which made him make this video in the first place. I must defend Allah, may His curse be upon such a people :raging:". So at the end I was very sad and confused, couldn't sleep 90% of the night, only 1 hour . As if a part of me was dead at school.
Anyway a Mercy came from the Most Merciful, a brother on youtube comforted me who also suffered a similar situation and calmed me, made me happy and understood why Allah says that it is my Love that I bonded all the believers as brother, they can't be broke :statisfie. I regained strength , listened to Quran 2:1 to 20 about how disbelievers insult Allah and how Allah is well-aware so right now I'm pretty good and feeling much better.
So I was wondering if I can get some support, dua or any part of the Quran which might help me ^o).
Also my brothers and sisters, learn a lesson from this, Never ever tell anyone that Allah wants anyone dead, only makes him abuse the freedom given to him by Allah, not against Him , Glory be to Him, the insult reach Him not but go against the insulter but insult hurt YOU in the process. Like I said Allah isn't in need of protection against anti-Islamic people but you need His protection and be careful, what goes around, comes around.
Anyway
Thank you for reading.
Help me regain my iman.
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