AoA everyone I've never looked at a forum like this but this has been bugging me a lot recently and I don't have many people to talk to.
I take Qur'an classes online and have been ever since I was a toddler. It involves me reciting first and having the Qari correct me if I make a mistake. Usually I have no problem doing this - obviously I stutter sometimes as I don't speak Arabic, but other than that it's smooth sailing.
Recently I logged on for a class and began to recite, but this time was different. I tried to read but it felt like my throat was almost closing up and tears kept falling. It took me almost 20 minutes to get through two pages in pain and I kept having to pause because I was inexplicably sobbing. I have no idea why this happened - it was a normal day and I was feeling content, but after that class I felt terrible because I wasn't able to recite. Has something similar happened to any of you? Could there be a reason? I still feel guilty about this
I take Qur'an classes online and have been ever since I was a toddler. It involves me reciting first and having the Qari correct me if I make a mistake. Usually I have no problem doing this - obviously I stutter sometimes as I don't speak Arabic, but other than that it's smooth sailing.
Recently I logged on for a class and began to recite, but this time was different. I tried to read but it felt like my throat was almost closing up and tears kept falling. It took me almost 20 minutes to get through two pages in pain and I kept having to pause because I was inexplicably sobbing. I have no idea why this happened - it was a normal day and I was feeling content, but after that class I felt terrible because I wasn't able to recite. Has something similar happened to any of you? Could there be a reason? I still feel guilty about this