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Alright, in here it may sound nonsense question that everyone fears God and there’s no one that is not afraid from God. I want to know this because before I entered in Islam at age of 15, I used to fear a lot God when I was Christian, but now when I have become Muslim at age of 15, I don’t know what happened to me, I feel that that I fear God sometimes and that is not right.
Just now at age of 18 I have managed to learn how to pray x5 by following this picture:
And by watching this picture while I’m praying, I have finally memorized and I feel really proud that I done that because before it was hard and now no longer hard, and I feel happy that I can pray without using the telephone in order to pray. And my Christian mother used to to Tell me this:
“Everything in the beginning that you want to learn is hard, but by the time you try hard, to put your mind to work fast, then you’ll see great results”
And she was right[emoji3].
I start to think “how can I fear God again?” and I imaged that He can do whatever He wants, and if He wants He can wipe all of us out from existence at any time He wants and He’ll probably replace us, and to me that was scary, but it didn’t happened that the fear I lost to be planted again in me. Because, my desire is to be God’s favorite servant and to be His most beloved servant like prophet Muhammad but little bit different than him, and on the Day of Judgment, I want to go to the highest level in Heaven without being Punished not even for 1 second, I don’t want to be punished in my grave nor in the Day of Resurrection nor on the Day of Judgment at all. And I want to die as God’s favorite servant, and because I want to please God and to have also a peaceful tomb. Because, according to this:
God, may He be glorified and exalted, says: “By My might, I will not let My slave suffer from fear in two realms or feel safe in two realms. If he feels safe from Me in this world, I will make him feel fear on the Day of Resurrection, but if he fears Me in this world, I will make him feel safe on the Day of Resurrection.”
How can I fear Him in this world so that on the Day of Resurrection I can feel safe? I really wish I can fear Him again, and to die while I’m scared at God.
My question: “how can I fear God again? And what are the best ways for me to fear Him again?” Please? Can anyone answer me this? Because, I really need help on it. In Bucharest, there are only 2 mosques and they are far away from my home and my mother don’t have time to get for me Quran.
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Just now at age of 18 I have managed to learn how to pray x5 by following this picture:
And by watching this picture while I’m praying, I have finally memorized and I feel really proud that I done that because before it was hard and now no longer hard, and I feel happy that I can pray without using the telephone in order to pray. And my Christian mother used to to Tell me this:
“Everything in the beginning that you want to learn is hard, but by the time you try hard, to put your mind to work fast, then you’ll see great results”
And she was right[emoji3].
I start to think “how can I fear God again?” and I imaged that He can do whatever He wants, and if He wants He can wipe all of us out from existence at any time He wants and He’ll probably replace us, and to me that was scary, but it didn’t happened that the fear I lost to be planted again in me. Because, my desire is to be God’s favorite servant and to be His most beloved servant like prophet Muhammad but little bit different than him, and on the Day of Judgment, I want to go to the highest level in Heaven without being Punished not even for 1 second, I don’t want to be punished in my grave nor in the Day of Resurrection nor on the Day of Judgment at all. And I want to die as God’s favorite servant, and because I want to please God and to have also a peaceful tomb. Because, according to this:
God, may He be glorified and exalted, says: “By My might, I will not let My slave suffer from fear in two realms or feel safe in two realms. If he feels safe from Me in this world, I will make him feel fear on the Day of Resurrection, but if he fears Me in this world, I will make him feel safe on the Day of Resurrection.”
How can I fear Him in this world so that on the Day of Resurrection I can feel safe? I really wish I can fear Him again, and to die while I’m scared at God.
My question: “how can I fear God again? And what are the best ways for me to fear Him again?” Please? Can anyone answer me this? Because, I really need help on it. In Bucharest, there are only 2 mosques and they are far away from my home and my mother don’t have time to get for me Quran.
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