Afif Rusli
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Assalamuailikum,
Recently i do not know what best for me anymore, i have no goals, i have no job , no school, no social life, all i do is at home praying to Allah SWT, attending jumuah and on the computer most of the time, where i increase my knowledge... My Parents provide for me food and shelter, alhamdullilah my parents are not strict, im greatful at how allah swt provides for me, although im 21 years old, i find it hard to survive in the work life, everytime i tried to find a job and work, bout a month or two, i kept running away and quitting as i always find colleague who made my work harder due to disliking my quietness and anti social, i endured patiently to the point people start to resigning from their job, maybe they hate working with me, everytime this happens, my iman falls and i get so depressed so i quit my job, my ties with cousins is not so good , we only communicate only once a year.. i know of a hadith where Allah SWT will sever the one who sever ties.. and the one who severs the ties will not enter jannah.. Where do i go if i can't attain jannah? i read a surah of the quran about the people of elevation, they will be between jahannam and jannah.. this is my only hope that i attain this status afterlife... please tell me if this is sufficient for me to protect myself from the fire at least? to just worship Allah swt and follow as much as i am capable of, as Allah swt doesnt burden anyone beyond his capability.
Recently i do not know what best for me anymore, i have no goals, i have no job , no school, no social life, all i do is at home praying to Allah SWT, attending jumuah and on the computer most of the time, where i increase my knowledge... My Parents provide for me food and shelter, alhamdullilah my parents are not strict, im greatful at how allah swt provides for me, although im 21 years old, i find it hard to survive in the work life, everytime i tried to find a job and work, bout a month or two, i kept running away and quitting as i always find colleague who made my work harder due to disliking my quietness and anti social, i endured patiently to the point people start to resigning from their job, maybe they hate working with me, everytime this happens, my iman falls and i get so depressed so i quit my job, my ties with cousins is not so good , we only communicate only once a year.. i know of a hadith where Allah SWT will sever the one who sever ties.. and the one who severs the ties will not enter jannah.. Where do i go if i can't attain jannah? i read a surah of the quran about the people of elevation, they will be between jahannam and jannah.. this is my only hope that i attain this status afterlife... please tell me if this is sufficient for me to protect myself from the fire at least? to just worship Allah swt and follow as much as i am capable of, as Allah swt doesnt burden anyone beyond his capability.