Nitro Zeus
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- Gender
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- Religion
- Islam
The story begins when I reached age of 15, I started to pray, and sometimes I pray alone by using the telephone and sometimes by copying my Muslim father, and sometimes I don’t pray because sometimes I feel like don’t want to do nothing or because I’m sleepy and for example this year, just little I prayed and now I have the intention to perform prayers, but when I go home after leaving the school, then I feel like I want to sleep and I can’t even concentrate, because I have a bad program, now in Romania we start in high school in grade 11 A, at 13:00 and we leave sometimes at 7 or 8 and when I go home I take a bath for relaxation and for cleaning and then I have to study because I have either test in Romanian language or matg test I have tomorrow or to do recapitulation in Romanian because I’m way behind and I have to recover what others studied, and now when I found that I got 2 in semestrial test, I felt like my purpose for this life is, to get 4 or 2 in Romanian, and I feel like I leave for nothing and now I got very angry because of this. Is having law marks one of the signs that I’m punished? Or not? And my desire is, to have 4 of 10 the biggest mark in here in Romanian language but I can’t because it’s really hard. Please tell me, it is important to know.