Basically there was time when my emaan was strong but not any more.
Alhamdulilaah Allah has given me lot of blessing but there was lot of things which was bad and i didn't like about my self and there was lot of bad things i did but i try my best to repent. My quesyion is i find hard to seek knowledge for example when i say today i'm going listen this particular lec i become too lazy or ven read the quran. Also i try to wake up for the night prayer but can't is there anything i can do to stop these.
Also some advice of how to purify the body and the soul would be nice.
May Allah reward you for your time and advice.