المدينه
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And it's hitting me like that right now.... I know I am not the only one who is being hit. But we will not lose faith, right? We will not give in to the devil. No matter what man throws at us next. We believe so we cannot break. I'm too broke to break anyways.
It's all a test of faith. And a test of character. A test of everything, I suppose, least that's what it feels like right now.
So many times we hear the stories of the prophets who were in the deepest holes and Allah pulled them out. Every day we can hear about miracles actually happening. Yes, I am in need of a miracle right now. And only Allah can make those happen.
Ayyub proved that to me again.
The devil spoke to Ayyub so many times but he never turned away from Allah. I will not either. Ayyub had it all and lost it all. He never stopped praying and giving thanks.
If people want to hate me so much, fine. If the jinn want to hate me so much, fine. If all the world turns it's back on me and curses me to death, fine. If I am meant to die from this, so be it. Allah will never turn away from me and he will not let all the wrongdoings go unmentioned. If all this is to keep me out of hellfire, الحمدالله .
I am stricken with a lot. الحمدالله for all of it. Allah will help me pull through, right? Ayyub pulled through too. Ayyub lost absolutely everything and then was covered in infections and boils and had maggots coming out of his wounds! Still... he pulled through. He didn't give up. I won't either. I can't. If I do, the devil wins and I wind up in hell after all. Then all my suffering was really just suffering.
I do not know how to get through this current major blow, but somehow I will. Allah has gotten me through everything up until this point. الحمدالله
The world has forsaken me but allah will not. I will keep praying for a way out. It's all anyone can do.
وَأَيُّوبَ إِذْ نَادَىٰ رَبَّهُ أَنِّي مَسَّنِيَ الضُّرُّ وَأَنتَ أَرْحَمُ الرَّاحِمِينَ
فَاسْتَجَبْنَا لَهُ فَكَشَفْنَا مَا بِهِ مِن ضُرٍّ ۖ وَآتَيْنَاهُ أَهْلَهُ وَمِثْلَهُم مَّعَهُمْ رَحْمَةً مِّنْ عِندِنَا وَذِكْرَىٰ لِلْعَابِدِينَ
And @ Job, when he called to his Lord, "Indeed, adversity has touched me, and you are the Most Merciful of the merciful." So We responded to him and removed what afflicted him of adversity. And We gave him [back] his family and the like thereof with them as mercy from Us and a reminder for the worshippers [of Allah]. Quran 21:83-84[ATTACH]7049._xfImport[/ATTACH];
It's all a test of faith. And a test of character. A test of everything, I suppose, least that's what it feels like right now.
So many times we hear the stories of the prophets who were in the deepest holes and Allah pulled them out. Every day we can hear about miracles actually happening. Yes, I am in need of a miracle right now. And only Allah can make those happen.
Ayyub proved that to me again.
The devil spoke to Ayyub so many times but he never turned away from Allah. I will not either. Ayyub had it all and lost it all. He never stopped praying and giving thanks.
If people want to hate me so much, fine. If the jinn want to hate me so much, fine. If all the world turns it's back on me and curses me to death, fine. If I am meant to die from this, so be it. Allah will never turn away from me and he will not let all the wrongdoings go unmentioned. If all this is to keep me out of hellfire, الحمدالله .
I am stricken with a lot. الحمدالله for all of it. Allah will help me pull through, right? Ayyub pulled through too. Ayyub lost absolutely everything and then was covered in infections and boils and had maggots coming out of his wounds! Still... he pulled through. He didn't give up. I won't either. I can't. If I do, the devil wins and I wind up in hell after all. Then all my suffering was really just suffering.
I do not know how to get through this current major blow, but somehow I will. Allah has gotten me through everything up until this point. الحمدالله
The world has forsaken me but allah will not. I will keep praying for a way out. It's all anyone can do.
وَأَيُّوبَ إِذْ نَادَىٰ رَبَّهُ أَنِّي مَسَّنِيَ الضُّرُّ وَأَنتَ أَرْحَمُ الرَّاحِمِينَ
فَاسْتَجَبْنَا لَهُ فَكَشَفْنَا مَا بِهِ مِن ضُرٍّ ۖ وَآتَيْنَاهُ أَهْلَهُ وَمِثْلَهُم مَّعَهُمْ رَحْمَةً مِّنْ عِندِنَا وَذِكْرَىٰ لِلْعَابِدِينَ
And @ Job, when he called to his Lord, "Indeed, adversity has touched me, and you are the Most Merciful of the merciful." So We responded to him and removed what afflicted him of adversity. And We gave him [back] his family and the like thereof with them as mercy from Us and a reminder for the worshippers [of Allah]. Quran 21:83-84[ATTACH]7049._xfImport[/ATTACH];
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