I don't think it matters much when you are going through one of those phases, what people write.. are you really looking for answers, ones that you can comb through and grab the most sophsitcated and sensical? or do you simply want support to get through something that is eating away at your heart?
we all go through the periods of questions and doubts (my entire teenage years and still on occasion)... you can keep everything everyone has written for you here on the backburner and actually turn to Allah swt for guidance.. you know it might seem silly to you? I don't know! everytime I have a question, I get the feeling no one can help me, It is a dark place to feel utterly lonely, where people's words are simply superfluous, insincere, or unrelated.. people the world over, I assume, tread the same waters, ask the same questions, share the universal feelings, seek ultimately the same truths...
if you want your experience to be that personified teacher, then you must turn to Allah swt for help from your heart and with sincereity.. and Allah SWT will make the answers manifest to you!
Why do I personally obey Allah swt.. it is because I love him, Allah swt is my friend to whom everything is revealed and I don't feel this heavy burden to be under artifice or pretense when seeking him..
in closure I'll leave with one of my favorite ahadith..
My Lord says, 'If My slave comes nearer to me for a span, I go nearer to him for a cubit; and if he comes nearer to Me for a cubit, I go nearer to him for the span of outstretched arms; and if he comes to Me walking, I go to him running.' "
