Melancholy
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I'm feeling a bit apprehensive because at the moment I'm in the process of finishing my GCSEs. In year 9 my SATS results were mediocre and consequently I wa put into the lower classess; I then asked to be moved and this class move was granted. However I always knew that I concentrate on my exams and education but when it comes to mocks, I always disappoint myself. Albeit my exams have gone very well, Alhamdulliah. I feel like my school years have been wasted on proving that I'm competent. Not so long ago I wanted to do the Higher tier for English as I am definitely capable of attaining an A. I prayed to Allah to improve my situation and this happened. Albeit my teachers make me feel worthless and demean my intelligence.
I have always been faced difficult and trivial situations which tested my faith. I pray 5 times a day and my non- muslim counterparts do not and they are granted A*s. I know that this is a test, but I cant help feel that my prayers are not being accepted, and instead I am being faced with these situations:laugh:
Help?