no its not the song. tho i remember it every time i think of "i feel like dyin"
hm
newayz
its getting lower and lower, im praying isha now, just missing fajr, but doesnt matter coz everything else getting worse. When i pray, i stop in the middle of rukuh or something, anythin, i just stop in the middle of prayer and start cryin...randomly. then i restart, and try to not do it this time, i feel like the shaitan is distracting me, i dont complete prayer the right way till waaay after. everything is going too fast, life, future, travel, marriage, family, school, and...religion...the hardest one, if i could take out all of those things but one i would choose nothing but religion to stay, its hard to bear all this. too hard, and everything is moving too fast. i always feel like the angel of death is following me , becase it knows what i want. i always prepare for it knowing im not prepared. but i kno it'll happen sometime, and i wish i could find out how and when it will happen. i feel like its in the room with me right now, about to happen, and i want it to happen, at the same time dont want it to happen coz im not prepared. i cant really say everything...but, ...
im not crazy, i might be stupid.
so dont fink am on something other than a chair.
now i dont only feel like dying, i feel like killing someone too!!!
I guess its time................to go play gta4! cops are waiting to die muahahaaha.. jk but seriously am out
yess i still havent said wut i was goin to.
alright now am out
This is a forum, people discuss here, if you find it that difficult to discuss matters without getting annoyed and not being able to control your answers then maybe you should be at anger management or something.
When we give advice to one another, 99% of the time, it is because we truly do care, and even if it wasn't that, then surely a reminder from someone, even if their intentions are wrong, should benefit us.
Anyhow, I'm guessing people are losing their patience to an extent, please, when someone says something consider it.
Your Brother,
Eesa
The path is long but I hope we meet,
After the grave and the Day, in paradise in bliss upon a reclined seat.
A traveler traveling - travelled from shirk to tawheed,
If I'm remembered for anything - let it be the Mercy I seek.
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