Please I need help on this critical matter of my life which can make or destroy me...

I've heard that the gins of human form can be worse than those of the original form. Why would they not be they can become the closest to you. But you are putting to much of your faith into these evil practices and the mind has a tendency when it is panicked by these tactics to start to believe that these are more powerfull than Allah has given them power. When your belief becomes stronger with those action not that you believe them more than Allah or his angels but you believe they work on you more than Allah and his angels then they begin to take that power from you. That has been these tactics since the beginning of gin and man (even though all gin are not bad). My advice is obviously you are being tested and not every test can be Allah's on this earth some can be from the other side of things. Now you have to understand that even if it appears that you are losing you might actually be winning the test. Even if Allah did not choose for these things to test you he is well aware of every test and even if these things have chosen to test you in there way it allways falls to Allah that all tests weather gin human or not will be decided in his way. So my best advice is for you to understand you are dealing with very strange adversity but even if these forces or tactics achieve these small victories from you in the end if any of the victories they've achieved do not benefit Allah's than there victory will hold no meaning and there test will be for themselves. Remember things that go about these manners will lose whether the know so or not. You can win now but if you get too caught up in thinking these things that will fail in the end are more powerful than Allah in the now it's not that you will fail in the end with them it's just in the victory your seeking from these forces in this life will dissipate.

Thank you for the sincere advice. Actually the family i belong is perfectly alright and I've already consulted 2 or 3 doctors. They told me that this is not an extreme condition of the disease called schizophrenia. There must be a cure and answer why this kind of thing is happening because these things or voices are with me all the time. These voices talk to me as a complete whole being which has presence and beyond any self created personality. What proof do i need when i know that i was perfectly alright and i went to an Amil 3 years ago, who read something and blew over me and i began to have hallucinated feeling about things crawling over me. I do know the importance of the medicine which can help prevent this disease yet the doctor advised to use them my entire life. I have seen the biggest game of devils controlling this dajali system. There are many times when these voices tried to prove themselves one such example is, when i have some thoughts in my mind or a thing. I would sometime hear them out right after a few moments from someone whom i am talking to and have a very painful waswasa of that person was reading my mind (which people usually believe as psychic) these things were driving me crazy and now my conclusion is that this whole setup is consisted of the devils and jins who are after me for some reason. I have read that Devils or Jins can make other creature do things they want. People who aren't religious fell more victim to them. They can posses and make you do things that you don't even know. These things need a lot of explanation and i'm only going with my very limited knowledge, mind and experience...

Find places where you can be at peace. Keep your mind calm when you find this place. Then listen. clear your mind of the surroundings you are accustomed to. The people as well. There has to be a place you can travel not far from you were you can travel to find this. Also if you have too much free time on your hands try to occupy yourself with something. There is something messing with you outside of yourself and I believe you. If you are to find medication try something that relaxes your mind. When the mind feels relaxed and not tense a lot of pressure lifts off of you. It can be easier to identify the threats when you are mentally capable to see them as they are. That is why I recommend a place that makes you feel easier and if you need medicine than a medicine that does this too. It will be hard to trust people when you go through this so I know people say tell them everything that your experiencing but you only have to say what you are comfortable with saying. This situation is about you finding comfort. When you are more at ease you will allways feel more in control of the situation. If you can find a way to find peace if a place or a medicine than you will fight off what these things can be. I've known many people who have experienced what you are going through. Some live with it the rest of there lives. The key lies in living with it. Trust me when your more relaxed you can fight these things better. You have confidence in your faith. You need to find confidence with your self now. That requires learning how to deal with the forces that are messing around. These things are weaker the stronger you get. They see you as vulnerable they will take advantage of that. They see you as able to brush them off they back down.

How have you been? Have you tried anything different to help you? I'm just checking in.

"feeling not well". Just trying to liberate from the burden of past...

It's fine I just want you to know that people care about what your going through. It will be difficult and I'm sure only you know how much. I just hope you can find a way to concentrate. When you meditate like the prophet did and you find an area peaceful to you you will find much of your past come to you in different ways. Some things will be hard to deal with but it's like anything else it takes practice. You can not let go of your past no matter how good you learn to take control of yourself. But you can become something new. Something that in the future can deal with such problems you are facing.